hellooo ppeeoplee!

how was your day?

great?

well mine was. cough. yeah great.

you know.


i need a new jogging partner.
someone who could bare my lousy stamina.
someone who actually you know, enjoy my companion.

so if you think you're patient and good.
let me know okay.

i guess i freaked out the last one.
he feels weird and unhappy talking to me 0.o

******

also, i had one great great friday.
its been a very long time since i went out with these ppl.
and him.
hahaha thanks for the rides?
was greatt man.
and sorry for acting macam jakun -.-
lol.


*****

also also.








see the difference?
i finally tak boleh tahan dahh.
seriously.
hair was damn messy macam lalang.

i know its erm a little too thin and SHORT.
hahaa but yeah man.
i feel great~

******

okay thats all for now.
i'll update again when i'm free.
gotta go to hospital now.
T.T

you ppl take care ya.
dont smoke.
seriously.

miss me okay
cuz i'll miss you (:

. . . . .

If you really
want her to stick around
don't ever let her feel
unimportant.

even though i shouldn't, i miss you.

hullooooo!
guess what.
only 20 turned up today.
it felt like some saturday replacement class la T.T

4s6 is pathetic mannn.

anyhooo
its pek poh's last day in chs
part of me is goddamn happy that she's gone.
lol.
sorry.
but mmm a small tiny part of me feels.. sad.
she's one good good teacher la actually, just that,
damn.
i hate that she jumps into conclusion and make stupid assumptions on me larhh.

and briana finally came to school today.
after godknows how many days. finally ehh
oh ya and we got the hamper!
hahaha stupid la. damn cheap skate punya. -.-

class was not too bad today.
made this card with briana for LPP.
goodbyee ladayyy.
have fun in jabatan (:

OH WAIT.
LPP's GONE.
MEANS YBB IS TAKING OVER D LARH?!
oh crap oh crap.
T.T

still,
i cant wait to tell anselm bout it~! XD

and erm. eeee talked a little bout year end plans.
genting. anyone? (:
hope that plan will work laaa. heeeeeee :D



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that day, while on the way back from tuition (in subang)
me and my mom talked a little and she was telling me bout how lucky i am

so, this was something i find really really really weird/hilarious/shocking/touching

mom : you know, you're actually very lucky to have such a responsible and loving dad. he buys everything you want for you, even tuition classes also come all the way back to subang. and me, i know although i nag a lot but tell me, how many mom is willing to send/pick her child to tuition classes so far away from home?
me : *looks at her and smile* heeee thank you mumy.
mom : heh also your 2 brothers lei? they care for you alot too you know.. i know lately they've been busy but they still ask me bout your studies and so on. and nehh your zheng kang leii. you're so blissful to have a guy who loves you so much.
me : !!!!!!!!!!! ....... =.=''


wtf rightt??

no not because of that guy but yes its that part.
hahaha wtf me talking.
just, you know.
cant believe my mom said that. -.-

but im glad my mom's not as naggy and strict anymore.
in fact when i tell her stuff, she's willing to listen before lecturing!

heh yup and she's right.
im damn lucky.


lol.



have a great weekend ppl!
dont choke and die.
ahahhaha

. .

Its been great knowing you
all the way down till where i am now
thank you very much for being with me

goodbye doesnt mean that love or care has ceased
you're still the man i love madly, deep down
i know its for the best
although i used to escape & hide from anything that relates to us
used to get so sick of love songs and sweet couples
i hated ppl to mention things bout you to me
i forced smiles and acted as if im okay.

but i guess those days are gone
despite living in those depressing moments
i learnt and realized a lot
there's no need to make life so hard and complicated
yup, just open your heart and let it go
be positive and think positively

i'm a happier person now. =)

darling, amanda, briana, vinc-yuee
thank you for standing by me when tears was the only way to express myself
thank you for talking me through things and deal with my roller coaster emotions
love love love love! (eww. hahaha)

also, to all my die hard friends,
you ppl are the best! kam sia luang! X)

and ZK yo!
sorry ayyy for acting freaking weird for the past few weeks
i wasnt really ready to face you yet i guess
whatever it is,
no more hide and seek games from now on.
promise.

so lunch on tmr? (:


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next


i have something banyak surprising to announce.

the tanglong competition,

WE WON!

won what tak tau la
but no thats not the point.
hahaha
anyway,
thanks briana.
nice working with you (:



*****


and so, its the 17th already.
are you ready?





*****




PEACE!

Quote from er idk who's blog.
just rmb i read this.

If you let someone become your everything,
you'll be left with nothing when they leave.

fare you well,
i love you more than words can tell.