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you know,

there were times when i really really want to give up on us.

just days before,

i was there, again.

so deternmined to walk away

i was just,

so mad.

so damn mad at myself.

why?

i cant remember what's wrong,

what happened,

nor what reason that brought us to what we're facing today.

what happened?

is it because of me?

then i guess i kinda realized that.

all these times,

i've been caring about others more than i care for you.

i've always thought that i was the middle person 

and im like, yeah in the middle, 

not siding anyone and so on so on

but i guess i've been cheating myself all along.

i really did side her more.

i'm sorry.

i hope it isnt too late too apologize and make things right.

i hope,

it isnt too late to ask,

can we go back to how we used to be?

(:

buddies for life.

i love you both.