i was supposed to be in LAN class loh.
but the stupid lecturer didnt come.
grrr.

but good thing pun lah.
at least i have some free time to online, update a little :)

so how've you been?
i've been doing quite well lately,
constant study and less less (almost no) tv and comp,
but a lot a lot of sms n calls T.T
money arrrrrr.

and i've been quite a good student helper's too :)
hahahaha still feeling very passionate.

and for LAN we're required to do some project assignment thing,
our task's to visit the orphanage :)
its not too hard lah. kan?

also,
i heard many have started to work this and that,
you ppl take care n have fun ya! :)



to wx.
star arrr, cheer up la
i'll help you to search for a better job.
no more tears okay! :)


alright. thats all for now.
class's starting in a few more minutes time.
ciao!! :D

no hurries :)

I'M EMPLOYED!

tho i'm actually earning back my DAD'S money lahhh.

lol but who cares?:)

as long as i get the money XD

damn happy!

heeeeee!

so the job's as a student's helper.

fuhh. sounds damn cool right?

actually its something like librarian work la,

in the library, of taylor's. haaa duh!

did the first hour today,

was more like working out with the heavy books. lol.

first you gotta sort the books out 

then rearrange the book according to alphabetical and numerical order

sounds very easy but it gets frustrated tho, 

especially when you see people grab the books and simply throw it at a corner after using it.

grr.

but its fun, in a way. 

haaaa. and and and the part's that i get to see cute international dudes! :)

great kan?

and there was these 2 Vietnam dudes (which are kinda good looking) who signed up the job together with moi.

damn happy lo.

the cuter one even intro-ed himself to me after the briefing!

aaaaaaaaa!

i'm definitely going to have much much fun there la.

HEEEEE *evil looks.

okayy.

thats all for now la.

take care ya. 

loves loves loves!!

looking forward to :)

People tend to focus on the future because they are not happy not

Are you happy?

hellloooo!

i'm still in college now,

in the library,

with  sze en,

free period,

cuz im not taking psychology and she's too lazy to go,

and i'm bored,

and lifeless,

and i cant post anytihng on my fb wall,

neither can i sign in msn. 

and im starting to think bout you. 

feeling damn frustrated.

pfft.

and i didn't get 50% of the stuff lects said in class today.

although 80% were form 5 stuff.

sigh. 

i guess i really need to start burning midnight oil

kiss shopping plans goodbye,

and reject all outing offers.

may tomorrow be a better day lahh,

and may the will stays strong.

gotta be determined!! >.<

you can do it! :)

p.s. all the best to jeat yo! sorry for not being able to visit you

notice me!

hello there! :)


how're you feeling today?
well i'm feeling damn stressed >.<


i know many will think,
aiyo yo why la so stressed up?
right?
haaaaa. 
if you've screwed high school studies like me,
you'll understand why.
heh.






okay.
here's one HUGE tip for you, yes you! who's entering college soon.


BUY A PAIR OF GOOD SHOES.


i used to have this idea of thinking,
aiyo go college for few hours only ma.
no big deal la.


but right.
after 4 continuous days of walking from class to class, college to restaurant and everything.
T.T
surrender liao laah.
my feet are filled with bruises and pain :(


also it definitely gets handy when you get chased by dogs.
hahahahhaha yes! DOGS.
lol i dont want to elaborate bout it lah


just, go get a pair of comfy and quality shoes before class starts.
and dont get stingy cuz it definitely worths it! :)








p.s. CONVERSE! need it need it!! :D

我会发着呆　然后忘记你　接着紧紧闭上眼

想着哪一天　会有人代替　让我不再想念你

我会发着呆　然后微微笑　接着紧紧闭上眼

又想了一遍　你温柔的脸　在我忘记之前

心里的眼泪　模糊了视线　你已快看不见

don't worry, i'm on my way, 

to get over you.

i wish you well.

finally started college life.
phew!


before that i was still planning to rest for few months and attend NS then join july intake.
guess listening to daddy mommy's advice is a right choice
i don't regret starting college now at all.
seriously.
not at all.


but one thing still bothers me alot
- transport problem
haih.
just in case if u didnt know,
for the time being,
i'm following the neighbour's car in the morning.
they'll drop off the kids at CHS first then only send me n yy to college.
my god.
gotta wake up extra early and 'tok' in the car.
grrr.




so, back to my main topic - college :)
is great!!
heee now im feeling better
(compared to yesterday)
no, much much MUCH better :D
you know, yesterday was total crap.
we had to like, listen to all the introduction stuff, pass year results yada yada
the ice breaking was totally awkward and lame too (no offence)
only fun part was to walk around taylor's as an official student there with an id
lol


class today was okay. 
mien n san n zack dropped by to visit :)
tho we had only half an hour, still,
feels great seeing you guys. seriously. 
heee


and the ex students were at the gate today to sell textbooks, 
were shouting like mad cows
totally showed how civilized they are ==
hahahaha!
but everything was great lah.
met marcus and alfred.
the 2 who're leaving for aussie soon


class will be getting more n more hectic and tough
luckily my classmates are.. quite fun :) heeeee
always hoping for a better tomorrow la.
cuz i heard that a levels is seriously torturing T.T
guess you can actually see it form my timetable :-


monday n tuesday - 8 till 4
wednesday n thusday - 8 till 3
friday - 8 till 1


my god
even longer than high school right?
geee. 
oh and i kinda miss uniforms now T.T
having quite a hard time picking what clothes to wear and what shoes to math n stuff.
arghhh.
but but.
i guess i'll still enjoy and have loadsa fun in college.
heeee im sure i will :)




k la. guess thats all for now.
have been accumulating a lot of fats under my skin
need to jog. need to lose weight!
hahahaha


take care yo people!
i'll be back soon.


stay tuned! 
stay positive! :)

new life without you.

fear

.

i finally went to register for undang talk today!

:D

damn happy and excited!!

so the talk will be on wednesday

and undang test on saturday

fast?

nooooooooooo.

not at all la cuz i need driving license desperately

T.T

heh

and party at my place this saturday!

cant wait for that day cuz i miss you guys so friggin much

and i totally had fun today!

altho was quite tired due to the travellings -.-

also also,

i finally saw yi wei play piano!

dude,

the part where i said you needed plastic surgery and stuff were total bullcrap la

lol

seriously you looked damn chunted playing the piano lo

(but still not as good as marc. haha!)

and boy were you good in playing it! :D

so please please dont slack off in it okayyy.

oh and just in case if you were still wondering,

i've registered for a levels course in taylor's college

subang campus

and class starts next tuesday!!!

having my fingers crossed,

hoping things will turn out to be fine

and get an average class

with chio lively classmates! :D

yup. shall not be greedy right?

heh

so thats all for today's little update.

may you have a greater day ahead!

:)

p.s. done done done uploading the pangkor pics! yay yay!!

dive in and never look back

.

shine,

like how you always do.

This malay looking cina girl is the star,

my star;

teh wen xing

remember the text you sent me after the trip?

i saved it lo.

cuz if one day i find you not disturbing me anymore

i'll flash the text to the whole world and make you kacau me again

hahahaha :D

i have alot to tell you la.

i've had times when i was so afraid that such thing will just disappear overnight

but somehow we survived and are still standing strong

i want to thank you la star.

for all the ups and downs, standing by me and 38 moments.

i wish you all the best and may you be blissful everyday (:

no, this doesnt mark the end of our friendship,

so,

keep ringing and texting and calling and knocking and kicking la

lovesssss,

bintang lee.

p.s. sounds a bit bit gay la -.- lol.

.

.

.

.

.

.

tell me

and

hold me back

will you?

Dedicated to people i care, i love and i cherish.

The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly

The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia
Chills me to the bone

But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
When I think of you I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again

And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here

vanilla twilight, owl city.

i missed you.

did you miss me?